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I don't not want to live. Well, I do desperately want to live but this person that I'm a part of right now won't let me. I'm incapable. I've tried so hard. My greatest and only wish is to die and come back as somebody who has faith that they can have a good life.

Since I started loving someone, I've been more interested in making a suicide note, but I never know what to say. I'll leave more questions than answers unless I write something that goes on and on and on. Maybe I'll just write a few clarifying things.

God knows I'm supposed to kill myself, and because of that I hope he brings me somewhere better when I get to live again.
 
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