I wish i had a normal “well functioning”brain

[hellispink]

it is so hard to accept that life is not for everyone. Born ill, mentally sick, everything looks so different for me. Unable to fit, unable to see things like normies do, something is mis working in my poor brain. I could have everyrhing I need but I just have a constant feeling of damn emptiness (thanks shit bdp). Nothing fills this fucking hole , this space… only death can take away this uncertainty. I wish things would have been different, but things are not always subject to one's effort. Sometimes we are just wired wrong, i am a disgrace poison shit, argh

 

[FuneralCry]

It does seem as though humans spend a lot of their lives wishing for what they are unable to have. Life can be both disappointing and unsatisfying. I agree that some people are simply not meant for living. I'm not meant for this world in every single way possible. Life itself is the problem for me so only death could bring relief.

 

[makethepainstop]

it is so hard to accept that life is not for everyone. Born ill, mentally sick, everything looks so different for me. Unable to fit, unable to see things like normies do, something is mis working in my poor brain. I could have everyrhing I need but I just have a constant feeling of damn emptiness (thanks shit bdp). Nothing fills this fucking hole , this space… only death can take away this uncertainty. I wish things would have been different, but things are not always subject to one's effort. Sometimes we are just wired wrong, i am a disgrace poison shit, argh

At least you only desire a brain, I on the other hand need a new large more muscular body, platinum blond hair, blue eyes, and a family with oceans of money....... Much love to you.