nembutal
everything will be okay in the end
- Jul 14, 2022
- 334
luke helder. ted k. connor sturgeon. all had messages to push but realized that personal philosophy never spreads far without some heinous act to place your name in an article and thus incite the sleuths of the internet to dig up as much on you as possible.
i don't know why i am so obsessed with wanting to be heard, by strangers at that. there is something so intriguing about being able to exist on the internet after passing. digital life after death.
i'm no murderer, therefore my note won't spread far. i've thought of recording my suicide to get my name along with my story out there. blasting my head off for an audience of a livestream is what i'd like to accomplish before my passing. just to exist for a couple of seconds in someone's mind as they browse WPD or whatever the current alternative for liveleak is, as my body lays in dirt.
no one wants to listen while i breathe. can i force them to with my death?
i don't know why i am so obsessed with wanting to be heard, by strangers at that. there is something so intriguing about being able to exist on the internet after passing. digital life after death.
i'm no murderer, therefore my note won't spread far. i've thought of recording my suicide to get my name along with my story out there. blasting my head off for an audience of a livestream is what i'd like to accomplish before my passing. just to exist for a couple of seconds in someone's mind as they browse WPD or whatever the current alternative for liveleak is, as my body lays in dirt.
no one wants to listen while i breathe. can i force them to with my death?