And tell myself to just deal with it. Get yelled at? Just deal with it. Don't want to go school for a degree you don't even want? Just deal with it. Get a job and get a car and just deal with it. That way I would have a job by now.
It's not easy to "just deal with it" or to be a "high functional" suicidal person so please don't blame yourself. It's not as easy as "just doing" something sometimes. You've come to this conclusion now, so go ahead and start working on it now. You can still get a job now. But you can't change the past so try not to dwell over your "mistakes". I also wouldn't call them mistakes, they might seem like mistakes to you now but at the time it was probably your only option to survive. So is it really a mistake if it was your only choice?
Anyways, I wish you all the best moving forward, don't be so hard on yourself.
Anyways, I wish you all the best moving forward, don't be so hard on yourself.
GasMonkey
Nitrogen Master Race
- May 15, 2022
- 1,881
If you could go back in time you wouldn't need a degree or a job, you could get rich easily. 
EndJstifiesTheMeans
Bad english, didn't go to school sorry
- May 14, 2023
- 448
Yes me too
It's so hard to believe that everytime i had a choice i did the wrong one..
And i did it all thinking was the best one for the people i love
It's so hard to believe that everytime i had a choice i did the wrong one..
And i did it all thinking was the best one for the people i love
