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LXR515

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Jun 12, 2024
35
If I have to go 1 more year, let alone decades of being in this miserable fucking mind and decaying body I genuinely can't fucking handle this shit.
I wish I had the balls to put a knife through my neck when I was 15 when I started feeling like this
My past and choices I've made are gonna forever haunt me
And none of my close friends or family know about this until I finally have a bullet in my head
I hope dying is easy
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
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I'm feeling this too. I'm so sorry. I pretty much panic when I wonder how much longer I'm going to have to keep going (waiting for my Dad to go first) and how I'm going to have to sustain myself (especially financially) through it.
 
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MercenariesofMidgar

Specialist
Nov 30, 2024
376
Same, the idea of death is so appealing to me right now I could get high off that thought. Hopefully I won't be here for long
 
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niki wonoto

Student
Oct 10, 2019
190
same here (from Indonesia, 42/M)
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
44,854
I certainly understand finding it so torturous and unbearable to exist, the fact that a human can suffer for so long is just so horrific to me personally, I just wish to be free from it all as well, it sounds like you've suffered a lot, I hope you find the freedom you search for.
 
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