I wish I can escape this hell

[qpsns]

But I am scared to do it

 

[sivvie]

I feel you. I've had my SN for almost two months now and still can't bring myself to drink it. :/

 

[Ashu]

I feel you. I've had my SN for almost two months now and still can't bring myself to drink it. :/

Means it isn't time. If it's ever time, you'll know. Take it day by day.

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand how you feel. I am very tired of living and I have never wanted to be alive, but yet it is so difficult to leave this life. It can be unbearable being stuck in a life you hate. For me, there is the lack of peaceful and reliable way to exit and the fear of failure. More than anything I wish it was easier to leave. I'm sorry you are in this situation, this life really can be a nightmare. I wish you the best in whatever happens.