Venting I wish doctors would just prescribe me opioids for my depression and anxiety for life

[KillingPain267]

It's the only thing that ACTUALLY works to numb both my mental and physical pain (backpain). So what if it's addictive! It works. When I'm numbed by morphine or oxycodone I neither feel suicidal, depressed, traumatized from trauma or anxious. All the other crap, SSRIs, SNRIs etc. doesn't do shit on me. But since doctors won't prescribe opioids or even fuckin' benzos I am stuck with planning to end my depressed and anxious brain for good. So their choice is either leave me with 1. severe suffering, 2. adiiction to opioids or 3. let me ctb. But since doctors refuse 2. and 3. they let me suffer for decades. What does that say about their "ethics"? What's worse? Allow me to be addicted or ctb? In reality they don't care if I kms or suffer pain for half a century more. They only care about covering their ass from laws and lawsuits about addictive substances.

 

[NegevChina]

It's the only thing that ACTUALLY works to numb both my mental and physical pain (backpain). So what if it's addictive! It works. When I'm numbed by morphine or oxycodone I neither feel suicidal, depressed, traumatized from trauma or anxious. All the other crap, SSRIs, SNRIs etc. doesn't do shit on me. But since doctors won't prescribe opioids or even fuckin' benzos I am stuck with planning to end my depressed and anxious brain for good. So their choice is either leave me with 1. severe suffering, 2. adiiction to opioids or 3. let me ctb. But since doctors refuse 2. and 3. they let me suffer for decades. What does that say about their "ethics"? What's worse? Allow me to be addicted or ctb? In reality they don't care if I kms or suffer pain for half a century more. They only care about covering their ass from laws and lawsuits about addictive substances.

I so much know how you feel! I'm suffering from severe back pain for over 7 years, mental pain for years on years- mainly anxiety rooted in childhood trauma. Wish it all will end cant stand it any more. Planning to CTB.
My back pain was so bad at the beginning I couldn't sit on a chair for more then 10 minutes. Tried everything. Eventually tried Acupuncture with disbelieve but very slowly over a year it improved my pain to the point I could function with it in the background.
But now an additional internal health issue has made my life hell.
Sending you hugs and hope you can get opioids as much as you need.

 

[LunarLight]

We're on the same boat. Opioids are the only thing that proved to be effective in numbing my pain.

 

[alienfreak]

Agreed. I had a period many years ago where i abused opioids for a while and it did help. It's also been observed that tolerance eventually reaches a point where you can just take it every day and the effect doesnt necessarily decrease, so it is sustainable, as studied with chronic pain patients. (If i had access i would keep taking it but i dont anymore)

 

[sevennn]

the world cares too much that someone gets high. to its own detriment like not prescribing pain relief. i honestly don't understand why it matters to anyone who puts what in their body.

 

[LunarLight]

i honestly don't understand why it matters to anyone who puts what in their body.

I agree. It's a scandal that people go to jail for consuming drugs. They should be all legal.

 

[KillingPain267]

I agree. It's a scandal that people go to jail for consuming drugs. They should be all legal.

Including Nembutal

 

[LunarLight]

Including Nembutal

Haha, yes of course. I don't understand the point of throwing people who just want a peaceful end in jail. Do they represent any kind of danger to society? Come on.