Venting I wish ___

[ReverendGreen]

Used to spend hours writing pages of what I wished for.

Right now I just wish I could accomplish something.

 

[ScorpiusDragon]

I wish I could be frozen forever in a moment of genuine human connection.

 

[mynameispaige]

I wish I knew if happiness is waiting for me in the future and if it will be worth living for.

 

[sadgirl2002]

There's a small part of me that says:

I wish I had the perfect family growing up and that I didn't have to go through abuse.
I wish my mother had loved me throughout my childhood.
I wish my father didn't drink alcohol, get addicted and health problems.
I wish I wasn't hated by everyone in primary and secondary school.
I wish I wasn't bullied by girls in my year and the four years above.
I wish I was skinnier and prettier like the American tumblr girls I saw when I was 13.
I wish I didn't have those so-called fake friends who were rude to me, used me, manipulated me and ruined my life.
I wish I wasn't born so my parents could've had a better life.
I wish things didn't happen so I could've stayed how I was when I was 17.

And yet there's a much bigger part of me that says:

I wish he would come back to me.
I wish he would appear in my dreams tonight.
I wish he would call me one day and speak to me.
I wish I could turn back time and stay there and meet him then.
I wish he loves me back one day and realises that.
I wish we could be together soon.
I wish everything unravels beautifully, just how things are starting to transform right now.
I wish I could disappear in my sleep tonight and appear in his dreams.

 

[woxihuanni]

I'm so sorry. I feel your pain. I have had my heart broken by more than one Chinese person, and I don't know that I'll ever be the same. But, maybe you and I are stronger somehow because of it.

You miss a notification, and then they're gone... My heart is breaking, I hope you have found peace...

 

[Bathsheba]

I wish when I die I could save the life of someone else in the process. Pushing someone out of the path of a car? Or taking a bullet for some one. A heroic death seems the best way to go, to me.

 

[Kikoo Loool]

I wish I never met my wife.

 

[woxihuanni]

I wish they'd come back to bed.

 

[GreyMagic]

I wish I hadn't let my fear of rejection control how I reacted to me making a mistake with somebody on here. So i left the conversation before they could reject me for being too stupid.

 

[Mr2005]

I wish I could go back in time

 

[glk]

I wish I could wish.

 

[woxihuanni]

I wish nothing but surcease of sorrow.

I am ashamed of having been 'good' all my life. Kids, don't be good. Scream when you're in pain. Do not smile and meet the deadlines and be strong and independent. Do not. There is no such thing as independent, there is such a thing as not welcome to anybody's world. That is all there is to it.

 

[mattwitt]

I wish I could go back to the beginning of my life with God mode enabled.

 

[rata1]

I wish i could finally do it... !

 

[justanotherday]

I could just disappear in my sleep tonight

Wow, me too

I wish everything is just a nightmare I can wake up from

You said it!

 

[Kikoo Loool]

I wish I could fall asleep forever tonight.

 

[Midnight]

I wish i could hold and fall asleep next to someone i love and she loved me. Tonight and all the days after that.

But then again .. i hate that wishing exist. It's utterly futile and if you somehow got what you wanted at one point your mind simply goes to the next thing to wish for. There is no end to it ... Always wanting more and better. Hoping,wishing,contemplating...what a waste of all the time spent doing so.

 

[EmptySteph62]

I wish animals lived as long as people and that humans weren't so cruel.

 

[nzdarkshark]

I wish I could just disappear

I wish I could die

I wish I could help other people

I wish I could be a good person.

 

[glk]

I wish I could just disappear

I wish I could die

I wish I could help other people

I wish I could be a good person.

one of these things will eventually happen.

 

[ScorpiusDragon]

I wish I could be murdered or die in an accident.

 

[DyslexicForeigner]

I wish if I have succeeded CTB, I'll never ever have to reincarnate again to this shitty world!

 

[azucaramargo]

I wish I would have saved at least 50% of my lifetime earnings.

Wow, what a responsible wish, mattwitt! xoxo

 

[Mort]

I wish i have never existed
I wish i had the balls to stand up for my self when I was younger
I wish i could not feel love happiness sadness and all of the other emotions
I wish my pain go a way
I wish these dark thoughts would go a way and not darken my dreams
I wish to just fade away like an old picture to never be missed
I wish to be forgotten and no tears shed for me

 

[azucaramargo]

I wish I could go back in time

That cat in your avatar is so CUTE! I can't help finding you adorable as well.

 

[Mr2005]

^
Thankyou. I've just been called cynical and mean so that's a nice antidote to that.

 

[Emerald]

I wish I could go into a deep sleep and not wake up.