Venting I will try again soon

[Sunset Limited]

I posted a goodbye thread but I couldn't. My SI is really strong. The animal in me wants to live and won't let me go. The fact that my mother is still alive also plays a part. There is no personal reason to live. Hope I can do it next time. I feel really awful.

 

[Nikki2020]

I know me too. every minute kills me. why is this so hard?

 

[Someone123]

For me I'm taking physical steps in more detail and mentally planning things in more detail overtime and i think I' getting there- I really hope to not see December.

 

[deletednumber]

I really hope to not see December.

Me too,i really can't face another christmas in this condition,i really don't want live anymore

 

[Cathy Ames]

I posted a goodbye thread but I couldn't. My SI is really strong. The animal in me wants to live and won't let me go. The fact that my mother is still alive also plays a part. There is no personal reason to live. Hope I can do it next time. I feel really awful.

I so very badly wish that you could go back to getting some good, restful sleep. This should be an attainable thing!!! Why isn't it?!?!?!? [Sorry.] So, anyhow.... I have been thinking of you.

 

[Sunset Limited]

I so very badly wish that you could go back to getting some good, restful sleep. This should be an attainable thing!!! Why isn't it?!?!?!? [Sorry.] So, anyhow.... I have been thinking of you.

Thank you very much Cathy you are so lovely. I wish all we can find peace

 

[FuneralCry]

It can certainly be very dreadful how it's this difficult to die. I think that many people struggle to overcome the SI, as even know we wish to die as humans we are all programmed to survive. But I understand that it can be tiring having to endure this life when all that you want is to be gone. I wish you freedom from all suffering for when the time is right for you to leave.