Venting i will surpass every one of the 8 billion humans alive as i go into Non-existence forever

[pthnrdnojvsc]

All my opinion :

i will surpass every one of the 8 billion humans alive as i go into Non-existence forever

if i can kill myself then i will be in a better state than any human or other animal alive, the state of Eternal Non-existence . a human that is alive can suffer unbearably or become trapped in a hell that is a a trillion times worse than the worst hell one can imagine.

only in the state of Eternal Non-existence can i be guaranteed of never suffering that badly or suffering at all , no pain , no suffering , no problems , no traumatic memories for all time. Permanent Non-existence is the ultimate perfection

all my problems solved instantly and forever.

any alive will have to deal with suffering , problems , pain , diseases ,old age, parasites, cancer, injustice , lies , scams and living in this evil world. much more i can write a thousand page book on the evils of life existence and this evil world.

only a horrible accident of chemicals could create such horrors

so why is Non-existence forever not better than being alive if i can't suffer while i don't exist but i can suffer while alive or existing ? Eternal Non-existence is better .

plus i also won't have to work , shower , dress, wash clothes , work a job, deal with problems , suffer, eat , shit, have to clean everything , fix everything, groceries, take out trash, wash dishes, stress .... a thousand more things . i hate doing all that garbage every damn day. i won't be a slave anymore.

1.5 milion people in the U.S. alone attempt suicide per year showing how bad life is.

i don't see a reason why i have to live another second even if there were no suffering.

nothing matters. what will matter in a 1000 years? a trillion years? the only things that matter to me are me avoiding unbearable pain and my suicide asap

none of us existed before the year 1859. every second of those 13.8 billion years we had no problems no suffering no pain no excruciating pain

to me nothing is worth even 1 second of the worst pain .

Non-existence forever is the only guarantee of never suffering so badly the suffering is a trillion times worse than the worst one can imagine.

to me nothing is worth even 1 second of the worst pain . much less years of the unending constant worst pain every second of those years. to me a video or even eating food is not worth even a second of the worst pain. none of those pleasure addictions are to me worth even a second of the worst pain.

what am i a brain that can suffer unending constant unbearable pain . why is that good?

an example of how horrible life is : a Sunfish has 300,000 million offspring at one time .

a fish has a brain eyes and can feel extreme pain. these baby fish are very tiny and almost all are swalllowed by larger fish soon after birth . they suffucate slowly inside the larger fish. this is what has been going on the torture every second for 500 million years is what they say is beaufiful sacred life.

imagine all of sudden you can see the world ,. you are a fish and there are giant fish all over chasing you trying to swallow you. you are in terror from the moment you are born . then you get swallowed and suffucate slowly in extreme torture. how many trillion trillion beings tortured in 500 million years? how many humans tortured? i worked in a nursing home. the only difference is a human can be tortured ( kept alive with machines) for decades in unbearable constant pain .

Fish Suffer Up to 22 Minutes of Intense Pain When Taken Out of Water

Each year, a trillion or so fish are pulled from the water, typically destined for our plates.

www.sciencealert.com

a fish can suffer 22 minutes of constant unbearable pain of suffocating when taken out of the water . how long inside a bigger fish at least that long or maybe longer.

Who By Very Slow Decay

[Trigger warning: Death, pain, suffering, sadness] I. Some people, having completed the traditional forms of empty speculation – “What do you want to be when you grow up?”, &#8220…

slatestarcodex.com

many say someone or something intelligently programmed all this torture every second for 500 million years. i'll never believe that for what reason?

only a horrible accident of chemicals could cause such horrors. A molecule evolved 4 billion years ago called DNA along with other chemicals to create a cell called life

Non-existence forever is the escape from a hell a billlion times worse than the worst that can be imagined.

Non-existence forever is the only safety from life and this evil world , the only perfection the only thing with zero suffering zero pain zero problems and bad memories. Eternal Non-existence is the ultimate perfection


i don't see hardly any difference between me and a sunfish. we both are made of the same cells eukaryotic cells, both have eyes a brain and can suffer excruciating pain. the only difference is if i don't kill myself soon i'll suffer a quadrillion times worse than any fish.

it gets worse for the sunfish if it lives to larger size . see the video above , full of parasites of all sizes

don't read below ,could be traumatizing but i'm going to say what a human is . trillions of "human" cells but trillions of parasites , bacteria of many sizes. all crawling around inside and on a human . face mites on the face all the time. who knows how many kinds of different kinds of parasites i won't name. 30 trillion non-human bacterie also inside and on the human cells , all moving all independent organisms. the brain is 86 billion indivividual cells each an organism like an amoeba. brain cells connect in patterns to create unending constant unbearable pain . much more horrors

 

[Michelstaedter]

There is masochism in those who love life despite it. Some accept the fact that life is a constant duality of pleasure and pain, and so they endure it, but even so, I find it terrible, because like you, I don't believe there is satisfaction in enjoying pleasure and enduring pain; for me, that is not a justification for life being worthwhile. Even something that has deeply affected me about my pets' lives is that they have suffered, had illnesses, endured pain, and I haven't been able to offer them anything better. If I were told that there is a paradise exclusively for them after death, it would sound cruel, but I would prefer that to them having lived and me seeing them continue to suffer. And knowing that even though I love them, the best way to love these creatures is not to be negligent and encourage them to reproduce, bringing more existential pain to beings who didn't ask to be born, but who, once alive, deserve the best care and attention. Beyond that, as a human, I choose to think, like you, that nonexistence is more interesting, more appealing, because what we experience is a cycle of needs and desires, satisfactions and sorrows.

 

[StoicPizza]

Until you decide to reincarnate into a story because you're bored

 

[ginko0]

It's a very christian thing to see suffering as builder of character. After all, their great martyr was tortured and crucified and that is seen as a "beautiful and divine" thing. We, who are mostly not deceived by faith or blind optimism, see suffering for what it is: negative, always negative. If suicide is the way through which all suffering is denied, then it is rationally the best option.

 

[dearlydeparted44]

Once I realized and accepted the reality of life... that suffering is the feature, and safety is the bug... hardship is the feature, and ease is the bug... that pain is the feature, and pleasure is the bug... that chaos is the feature, and comfort is the bug... that hate is the feature, and love is the bug... that cruelty is the feature, and kindness is the bug... that complication is the feature, and simplicity is the bug... that lying is the feature, and truth is the bug... I saw the reason suicide is a sin in most religions and a taboo in society.

No prison encourages escaping it.

 

[Kali_Yuga13]

Once I realized and accepted the reality of life... that suffering is the feature, and safety is the bug... hardship is the feature, and ease is the bug... that pain is the feature, and pleasure is the bug... that chaos is the feature, and comfort is the bug... that hate is the feature, and love is the bug... that cruelty is the feature, and kindness is the bug... that complication is the feature, and simplicity is the bug... that lying is the feature, and truth is the bug... I saw the reason suicide is a sin in most religions and a taboo in society.

No prison encourages escaping it.

Your phrasing of the feature/bug comparison is spot on.

 

[dearlydeparted44]

Your phrasing of the feature/bug comparison is spot on.

Thank you.

 

[KlMeNw]

It's a very christian thing to see suffering as builder of character. After all, their great martyr was tortured and crucified and that is seen as a "beautiful and divine" thing. We, who are mostly not deceived by faith or blind optimism, see suffering for what it is: negative, always negative. If suicide is the way through which all suffering is denied, then it is rationally the best option.

All suffering is negative? Tell that to the mother who just went through childbirth and endured unimaginable pain, who then sees the fruits of her labor when she holds her baby for the first time. Ask her if the suffering was worth it. Without suffering we could not sense joy, without evil we could not contemplate good. Suffering and joy act as a dichotomy, two sides of the same coin, one cannot exist without the other. Faith is not the deception my friend, it is the hope that all of suffering has a purpose that is revealed to us once our time here has ended.

 

[ginko0]

All suffering is negative? Tell that to the mother who just went through childbirth and endured unimaginable pain, who then sees the fruits of her labor when she holds her baby for the first time. Ask her if the suffering was worth it. Without suffering we could not sense joy, without evil we could not contemplate good. Suffering and joy act as a dichotomy, two sides of the same coin, one cannot exist without the other. Faith is not the deception my friend, it is the hope that all of suffering has a purpose that is revealed to us once our time here has ended.

Well, I'd say that's the worst of all sufferings, since it passes the cycle of suffering onto the soon to be person. Of course the mother will be relieved, since dopamine's released throughout her body. Soon she'll be angry about having to change diapers and the cycle will continue.

Faith may be hope, but it is a blind one, were it based on evidence it wouldn't be called faith. And intelligent people will rarely base their lives on blind hopes. Suffering is therefore purposeless. A truly rational person cannot feel good about that fact. Most cope through faith, family and the idea of passing on your genes, through pleasures, etc. But I'd argue that most suicidal people see through the facade, and that's why they seek death. As meaningless as life, ofc, but at least there's no self-consciousness there.