I will SN method tonight (meclizine run) (Goodbye Thread)

[EndlessDream]

Hi all,

Thanks everyone for helping me on my journey to free myself from the pain.

I'll be doing a meclizine run like the user Mofreeko according to this post:
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/thre...tely-2-hours-from-now-goodbye-thread.106239/.

I tested my SN with the aquarium method. https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/sodium-nitrite-aquarium-test.110295/

This is what I've done today. Fast since midday (liquid only).

8:00pm - 2 paracetamols to prepare for any headaches.
8:30pm - 1 x Mylanta 2go Antacid (Aluminium hydroxide 400mg, Magnesium hydroxide 400mg and Simenthicone 40mg).
9:00pm - 4 x 12.5mg Meclizine (50mg total) as the antiemetic of choice.

I am now here.

9:50pm - Prepare for the SN and benzos drinks. Have a spare SN drink just in case.
10pm - Take 25g SN in 60mL water + in another cup, 37 loparezam crushed with a mortar and pestle and diluted in water.
Then lay down.

This community has been the most understanding out of all the ones I've been in. I could truly talk about my feelings. I hope this place lasts for a while. Even if it gets taken down by feds, I have a feeling people like us will always find a place to be ourselves.

Goodbye all and remember that you have a choice to end your suffering. Before that, I recommend trying all you can. I know I have tried and tried.

Love you all.

 

[paoS]

wishing you the best

 

[Unhumanly.]

goodbye, wishing everything goes smoothly and the best for you

 

[Shivali]

 

[leeloosnow]

thank you for being a part of my journey too @EndlessDream i wish you the best .

 

[2bemyenemy]

Good luck

 

[TapeMachine]

I wish you a peaceful journey ❤

 

[qwerty1969]

I wish I could join you my friend

 

[FuneralCry]

Farewell, I hope that you find the freedom that you are looking for.

 

[looking_for_peace]

I've seen you around the forum; you will be missed. I wish the very best for you and hope it is peaceful and quick. I am sorry life brought you here.

 

[soysoysoy]

Good luck, I hope everything goes well in your journey

 

[Per Ardua Ad Astra]

Per ardua ad astra

 

[jessisme]

I hope your procedure goes as planned and that you achieve what you hope to from it. You will be missed here. Just out of curiosity what is the Lorazepam for? Have I missed something? xoxox

 

[stermc]

May you find peace and freedom. See you later

 

[Caoine01]

Goodby see you there

 

[Sparx]

Just out of curiosity what is the Lorazepam for? Have I missed something?

Benzos are now recommended by PPH to make unconciousness faster. Should also help reduce anxiety/SI.