Venting I will die when I move to another city

[claeasi]

I think it would be a good idea, the city where I was born. Of course it won't be immediately when I get there, I already have an idea of how I can do this.
Hanging seems less scary to me.
But it's just... I came back here again after a few months, I tried to feel "good" but I can't, no matter how hard I try I never can.
After all... My death won't make any difference, just in the lives of some people, but they can overcome it. I don't want to be selfish... I just prefer it that way.

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish you the best, I hope you find the peace you are looking for.

 

[cotton]

What do you mean "good"?