I will ctb if i don't get accepted to the Marine

[drownll]

It's my last chance to get out of this fucking hellhole household, if i don't get accepted i will have to ctb
The problem is i don't know how, ideally partial but i'm not sure i can set it up, i'm almost never at home alone and anyway i don't want my mom to find my dead body inside her house
What should i do? Rent a hotel room? Or is there any other place where i can be in private for at least 30min?

 

[OrphicEnd]

The place of suicide is always delicate, the best is to arrange so that it is the emergency services that find your body. A hotel room that already has a bad reputation with an automatic message to the emergencies seems ideal.
But don't think about that until you have your results. Will you keep us informed?

 

[mortuarymary]

Why would the marines say no?
Fitness etc. Also if you are sucidal they won't take you or depressed. You are around ammunition.
make up your mind. What's more important.
looks like he's still alive as was seen last on here on Tuesday.

 

[drownll]

Why would the marines say no?
Fitness etc. Also if you are sucidal they won't take you or depressed. You are around ammunition.
make up your mind. What's more important.
looks like he's still alive as was seen last on here on Tuesday.

Im afraid i either wont pass the physical tests or the psychology interview
I look relatively athletic but it's just appearance, im flaccid af i have a shit cardio and can only do about 4 pull ups. For the past 3 years and a half, almost everyday was spent sitting in a chair on the PC all day.
Even though im suicidal it's not existencial but directly linked to my shitty situation and environment, justly the marine would be an escape to this so i wont be depressed or far less.
Im still alive but i see your name crossed out, if you are not here anymore i hope youre at peace now.

 

[Linda]

Does it have to be the marines? Would some other branch of the military be easier to get into?