tiny alligator : >
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- May 6, 2024
- 14
I can't stop thinking that i will immensely fail. i had planned the date and everything and I am ready to die but i keep imagining myself alive after it, its like i am sure i will fail even tho i have a high chance that it will actually work this time,i am so scared of failing to the point that it will make me either fail on purpose or just never try from the beginning,does that actually mean that i want to live even if i know that i will gain nothing from being alive?