I will ctb after WrestleMania

[XBunnyBoyx]

I have my method I mentioned in my previous post, and now I have a day.

The people that have talked to me on here, I really appreciate talking about things and not being judged for anything. I feel like I actually put effort into making my life better, but in the end, nothing worked. Instead of dealing with chronic mental trauma and loneliness, now also chronic physical back pain, and going nowhere meaningful in life, I will go into the void, I guess. At least on my way out I can watch what made me happy all my life.

Thank you all, I've hesitated for too long and only become more hopeless & more angry, and I can't even sleep anymore with the trauma my family and my childhood has brought me being relived every other night, it seems. It's just not worth it anymore. Being in pain when I'm awake, mentally and physically, and not even being able to sleep and avoid things. It's really not worth it anymore.

I hope everybody finds the peace and meaning they look for in their existences, be it in this life or a different one.

 

[bananaolympus]

Not trying to change your choice but john cena is retiring at the end of this year if he wins the title could be an interesting heel run

 

[XBunnyBoyx]

Not trying to change your choice but john cena is retiring at the end of this year if he wins the title could be an interesting heel run

I am honestly numb to it. I do think it's an interesting thing that after all these years he's turned heel (he's actually wanted to for a long time).

But what goes on in a television show isn't enough for me to decide on staying in misery. It has been a good escape all of these years, but I no longer feel like it's worth staying around just to see what happens on the next Raw or Smackdown.

I am glad I at least got to live long enough to see Vince McMahon leave and stop ruining WWE.