lostmilo
Member
- Aug 19, 2024
- 22
This may be impulsive but I'm just so done. I'm going to try and make the trip to the bridge tommorow and just pretend that I'm going to college. Still undecided if I should write a note or not but I dont care at this point I just want out. I don't have the energy to reexplain all my traumas and emotions to more people. I've exhausted all options even my friends are sick of me speaking. It's not my fault my life is so shit. If I'm so negative all the time and cant take care of myself for shit or get basic tasks then I guess I should just die. They dont want to say it but I know I'm a lost cause. I should just die it's the easiest way out. I might post again tommorow. I'll wait around some park or cafe until I feel ready and when it's dark enough I'll jump.