I want to tell someone so bad

[Parsley]

And ask for help to end it all. Suicide is lonely lonely thing.
I'm glad this forum exist. It's helps little.

 

[Julgran]

And ask for help to end it all. Suicide is lonely lonely thing.
I'm glad this forum exist. It's helps little.

What would you wish for someone to know - that you wish to end your life?

There will always be someone here who may be able to talk to you. You are always welcome here!

 

[annique]

yeah... i feel this loneliness, it's exhausting

 

[FuneralCry]

Your feelings are understandable. I wish that we lived in a world where we could be open about wanting to die, have our decision understood and respected and then be able to get euthanasia when the time is right for us. It is unfair how there is so much secrecy involved in ctb, people should not have to research suicide on the internet. In a world where there is so much pointless suffering, suicide should not be so stigmatised. We will all die someday anyway, so there is nothing wrong with someone deciding to leave at a time of their own choosing.

 

[Neon]

it's pretty much the only place I know of where you can share your feelings about life and suicide without getting locked up or someone shoving pro life down your throat

 

[DreamSurfer]

I am in the same boat as you. I had a low spiral downwards awhile back. It was exasperated by a mental health drug that my Dr prescribed and not actually a psychiatrist, which caused me to act out and friends knew and that made things even worse.

So now that I am just really needing a way to get sn or n to ctb, I wish I could tell a friend. Not so I that can be stopped, but so I could have support and feel less alone as I approach the time to walk through to the otherside.

I love that I found this place to actually not be judged for wanting to find peace in our own way.

I have been really debating if when it is time, and everything is set up and ready, I can phone a friend and have them keep me company before I transition on, but don't want to leave a friend traumatized either.

 

[ojinzo]

And ask for help to end it all. Suicide is lonely lonely thing.
I'm glad this forum exist. It's helps little.

I told my cousin this weekend and yet again, got an angry response. I was told I was being selfish blah blah blah. Personally, I wouldn't say shit unless you are silently reaching out for help.