SadCryingBunny
Experienced
- Apr 10, 2025
- 284
I'm tired of cutting out my self harm scars. There is so much blood. I just want to die. I have my nitrogen tank setup almost ready. I'm considering ctb in my room but I will be cut open autopsied which I don't like or I will go far away. Does nitrogen definitely work, how much gas supply do I need? I have it set to around 60L a minute so I hope it kills me quicker. I don't want to wake up and find myself alive or calling for help. I will be restraining my hands under my left thigh legs, so if I try to pull my arms apart, I will be pulling my legs up. My leg will also be restrained tied down to the heavy tank. There is no way the exit bag will come off my head or hose as everything is tied. I will be sleeping with zolpidem before for at least 30 minutes before the nitrogen tank gas releases on my set timer. Can anybody please recommend medication that further sedates me or completely knocks me out. I don't want to experience the dying process or a somewhat conscious sleep experience as I suffocate on the gas if that makes sense. Nitrogen is very intense when I tried breathing it with a exit bag. I'm so disappointed it's come to this.
