Life went downhill recently, I am so tired mentally and physically these days. Waking up and knowing my suffering presists is horrible. I want to just end it, but I promised myself I would leave something behind, something impactful, at least to my friends. It's the only thing that keeps me alive these days, but I am so tired I can't work on the thing I wish to leave behind. I don't know what to do anymore, I don't know how long I'll have to suffer before I finish my project, but if I die now, my suffering would have been for nothing in the sense that I am here solely because I wish to finish my final project. If I don't I would have extended my suffering for nothing, but I really can't keep going now. So I'm here to ask for suggestions on what I should do.
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brokensea
Arcanist
- Aug 4, 2022
- 405
If you want to finish your project then just work on it when you can. There's no rush to die and if it's important take the time you want to finish it. Even if you can't get to it every day it's ok.
FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
- 48,337
I feel like only you can decide what is best, it's a personal decision when to leave, and only you are the one that is experiencing your life. I do understand feeling so tired of everything and I know that it's hard to carry on existing when you suffer so much. I wish you the best in whatever you decide.
lonelygirl111
i don’t know what i’m doing anymore
- Sep 20, 2022
- 55
it seems as if this project is very important to you, but try not to put it above your health. don't rush yourself or be hard on yourself when your in so much pain. your friends love you and i'm sure if you can't get around to the project just you as yourself will have made an impact on their lives. you say you have endured suffering up until now for the sole purpose of completing this project though so ultimately you deserve to finish it and feel at peace. i hope your able to find some strength to work on it and in the end i hope you find peace in your decisions. i'm sorry your in so much pain, it's undeserved.
FrozenMango
Hello from the other side
- Aug 16, 2022
- 184
I understand. I'm working on my capstone project and will graduate in Dec. I'm so stressed and tired.
Take it easy my friend. Your family and friends understand you and won't judge you
Zhendou
Alive
- Sep 17, 2022
- 110
Take it easy and decide for yourself. Nobody is rushing you. Take care of yourself too.Similar threads
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