I want to hang myself but im scared

[EndJstifiesTheMeans]

I want to hang myself but im scared
I buyed the rope
Im feeling really trash , i dont know how people like 14 years old have more courage than me

 

[Praestat_Mori]

It's pretty much normal to be scared before CTB and hanging is a scary method at least to me. Although if it's done right it's pretty effective and a fast way to pass out. If you 're scared to much then perhaps it's not your time to CTB via this method yet. I hope you find peace and I wish you all the best!

 

[CentreMid]

I want to hang myself but im scared
I buyed the rope
Im feeling really trash , i dont know how people like 14 years old have more courage than me

I'm sorry you're feeling this way. Building up the courage to ctb is no easy task, regardless of the method. That being said, I do hope you're able to find peace. Take care.

 

[Pidgeons_Sparrows]

If youre getting cold feet, dont feel afraid to back out
there is no shame in backing out
this decision is so fucking important that you better make sure youre 100% certain
If youre scared and feel horrible, your time has not come.

 

[Elysion]

Two things serve as fuel for the will: anger and hurt feelings. Young people show more emotions, but with age, human logic lowers the level of emotions.
In order to overcome your fear, you have to trick your brain. I will teach you a method, maybe you will find it useful. Method : First: promise yourself that you want to simulate the act of hanging and that you do not intend to commit suicide. Second: consider the necessary facilities and the right time for this and perform the hanging completely as a test and put yourself in the position but do not kill yourself, do this as a practice several times in a few days until Let your brain get used to this situation. Third: You can make a kind of knot with a strong thread to tie your hands behind so that in case of suicide, you will not be able to save yourself, this can give you a sense of confidence.

 

[FuneralCry]

The hanging method scares me as well, I would just fear it failing if I was to attempt and it certainly makes it seem easier when you hear of people managing to succeed. I envy and admire their courage as they are now unable to suffer anymore but I certainly hate how difficult it is to finally die, I believe that as humans we deserve the option to just leave this world in peace.