I want to go now

[NumbCat]

I hate myself and my life has become too difficult to deal with. I went to college and I'm stuck in a career and job that I hate. I hate all jobs really. I can't stand being somewhere for too long because then people will see traits about me that I don't like. I don't have much going for me. I would love to go tonight. I just wish I knew how.

 

[Fadeawaaaay]

Well if you're young my only advice is to try different things… See if you can find some thing that stokes your passion… The world is more forgiving to young people exploring… I know it's scary out there… You have my sympathies

 

[justsome1]

Are these traits about you that you actually don't like, or traits that you resent because someone else used them as an excuse to treat you like shit? Most traits can be viewed in both positive and negative ways. Sometimes the negative trait is really just an indicator that the person you are with isn't truly safe for you.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'm sorry that you suffer so unbearably. I know that it can be awful being trapped in a life that you hate. More than anything I wish that ctb is easier and I know what it is like to be desperate to leave. In general, life is so depressing and unfair and I am very tired of living. I wish you the best in whatever you decide to do and I hope that you find relief from your suffering.