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yeahokbuddyboy

yeahokbuddyboy

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My SN was supposed to come this Friday, and I planned to take it Sunday night, after one last weekend with my girlfriend. But alas, FedEx is now delayed until Monday. I guess it's not that big of a deal, but at that point I've already been forced into another full, normal, stressful day, and I won't be relaxed like I would coming off of a night with my girl. Maybe that would make it easier, who knows.

Part of me is saying it doesn't matter, just do it as soon as you have all the stuff to do it right, but part of me says stick around through Thanksgiving. But I just know it'll be ridiculously hard for me to do that and play it cool. Plus that means I wouldn't see my girlfriend until a full week after Thanksgiving as she'll be out of town… ugh. I don't want to see December but I don't want to totally feel like I'm dying alone, and seeing her beforehand is the closest I can get to being comforted as i do.
 

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