AnnonyBox
Specialist
- Apr 11, 2018
- 334
I want to just give up. People are just rude and egotistical everywhere, I hate myself for the stupidest reasons, and I can't do anything I wanted with my life. I need to create, to make my art, or I feel stifled and worthless, but work takes up all my time. I want to die, but if I make a mistake and survive I could lose my job and then lose everything. I want to go back to the time when I just didn't have the energy to do anything, and I gave in to my depression. I gave up on everything, cancelled all my art passion projects, and slept for most of the day everyday. I was finally free to die, and now I'm forced to live out of the fear of my suffering becoming worse. In a compassionate world I could end my misery without being punished by this selfish parasitic world.