i want to disappear

[hyacinths]

at this point i don't really care what happens to me, i just want to disappear from my life and not return. i don't care how. im tired of this life and i want it to be over.

 

[Dingusguy]

I think a lot of us here can resonate with that sentiment. It does sound nice to just disappear and have it finally be over.

 

[nihilistic_dragon]

Welcome to the club

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand feeling so tired of suffering in this cruel existence, if it's up to me I'd certainly choose to erase my existence and completely disappear. But anyway I wish you the best, I also just wish to be gone.

 

[Lynx.]

Disappearing without a trace sounds appealing to me too.

If I could erase my existence, and leave no footprints at all, I'd do it in a heartbeat.

The fact that I exist makes me feel embarrassed sometimes.

 

[Fritz]

Just joined thi site a week agp\o and already am glad I did. In an odd way it's very therapeutic. I still plan to CTB once my parents die, but this site gets me thru the day.

Regarding leaving without a trace, two thoughts- anyone remember Soul Asylum's "Gravedancers Union" from the 90's where the chorus was "leave without a trace"?

Second thought occurred to me today after watching videos on how people die- what if you went to a remote location where there were freight trains and jumped in front of one at night where the train engineer didn't see you? I have to believe that there wouldn't be much of a trace of you and nobody gets traumatized watching you get hit.

 

[dontwakemeup]

Just joined thi site a week agp\o and already am glad I did. In an odd way it's very therapeutic. I still plan to CTB once my parents die, but this site gets me thru the day.

Regarding leaving without a trace, two thoughts- anyone remember Soul Asylum's "Gravedancers Union" from the 90's where the chorus was "leave without a trace"?

Second thought occurred to me today after watching videos on how people die- what if you went to a remote location where there were freight trains and jumped in front of one at night where the train engineer didn't see you? I have to believe that there wouldn't be much of a trace of you and nobody gets traumatized watching you get hit.

Welcome to SS

 

[d4isy]

at this point i don't really care what happens to me, i just want to disappear from my life and not return. i don't care how. im tired of this life and i want it to be over.

i completely understand. i feel the same way. i sometimes fantasize about getting kidnapped just so i can take a break from life.

 

[kitkat9234]

I feel the same way. I just want to be gone.