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ifeelsobad

Experienced
Aug 23, 2022
218
I cant buy anything online like drugs. I can't do CO poisoning. I can't stay at a hotel. Anything I do has to be at home. Can I make myself have a seizure in the bathtub or someway die from it? Cutting? Ways to cut without to much pain?
 
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jodes2

jodes2

Hello people ❤️
Aug 28, 2022
7,735
There's the drowning method using hyperventilation but it's difficult. You could try partial or hanging, you just need a rope. Not many other options if you can't go somewhere to jump or can't buy drugs online though
 
stermc

stermc

libertas quae sera tamen
Nov 24, 2022
945
I cant buy anything online like drugs. I can't do CO poisoning. I can't stay at a hotel. Anything I do has to be at home. Can I make myself have a seizure in the bathtub or someway die from it? Cutting? Ways to cut without to much pain?
I am in the same situation.. I live in Brazil, so buying drugs is not really a difficult thing, but I live in a small town and with my mom and siblings, so I am sure they would find a way to stop me somehow…
I've tried cutting but didn't succeed (obviously). It hurts, by the way (at least for me).
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Misery99

Misery99

Student
May 12, 2020
187
Same situation with me. My parents are always at home. Wish I could find a way to ctb at home without them noticing.Wish I had Nitrogen or Nembutal or something.
 
iixtabb

iixtabb

This broken heart won’t quit on its own
Jun 29, 2019
4
vehicle + garage + 30mins= death
 
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MovingOn

Member
Nov 29, 2022
94
vehicle + garage + 30mins= death
God I wish I had a vehicle + garage but no. What are the alternatives to this, helium? Can't even afford helium myself, and the cheap ones like partytime probably don't have too much helium.
 
almaranthine

almaranthine

Wizard
Nov 28, 2019
615
Using car exhaust to die from CO poisoning is not feasible with modern cars (because of catalytic converters). The percentage of CO will not be high enough. You do not want to suffocate while conscious on noxious fumes that will burn your eyes, nose, and throat with a splitting migraine.
 
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