RevolutionaryRed

RevolutionaryRed

Member
Apr 8, 2018
60
That's the thing I hate about myself the most . I cant stand looking at myself. I feel like I've been cursed
 
  • Like
  • Aww..
  • Wow
Reactions: throwaway777, Quinlor, Roberto and 6 others
Bedlamb

Bedlamb

Anthropomorphic Garbage
Mar 1, 2019
84
Trust me, I understand the desire, but you will probably regret it. Having cuts or marks on your face will draw more attention to it and if you're anything like me you'd want to avoid that.

I'm sorry you feel such loathing for your face. It's probably not as bad as you perceive it to be. Even if you did draw the short end of the genetic stick, our looks are nothing more than luck and not a reflection on us as a person.
 
  • Like
Reactions: No_more, throwaway777, Xaphous and 7 others
KadathianStr1d3r

KadathianStr1d3r

Shattered Mannequin
Nov 21, 2018
278
Ive been cutting my face recently and people cant quit fucking asking me what happened to my own face, I lie to them but this really slows the self carving face sessions, im now stuck iwth carving my arms. Don't be like me because people cant keep their fuckin noses in the ground and you will potentially get into a lot of trouble.
 
  • Aww..
Reactions: Jumping_realms and k3v3r
RodgerThat

RodgerThat

It's over and out.
Apr 23, 2019
84
I tend to punch my head when things get overwhelming. It helps me calm down and feels kinda good but I don't want to get damaged, so I usually have to compromise and hit my stomach.
 
KadathianStr1d3r

KadathianStr1d3r

Shattered Mannequin
Nov 21, 2018
278
I tend to punch my head when things get overwhelming. It helps me calm down and feels kinda good but I don't want to get damaged, so I usually have to compromise and hit my stomach.
Have you tried biting yourself, it works great! I recebtly got back into blades a few weeksback because things have gotten worse, I cant stop thinking about slitting my mouth open just to see if im still alive, I hate doing this to myself but dammit I really hate myself too so lets cut away eyh.
 
RodgerThat

RodgerThat

It's over and out.
Apr 23, 2019
84
Have you tried biting yourself, it works great! I recebtly got back into blades a few weeksback because things have gotten worse, I cant stop thinking about slitting my mouth open just to see if im still alive, I hate doing this to myself but dammit I really hate myself too so lets cut away eyh.
Ah I don't have a bite so it's a bit of a problem. I can't physically bite myself properly because of fucked teeth. Also, I really have an animosity towards mouth pain because of all the shit I've had done to it to make it look better.
 
  • Like
Reactions: Saga
KadathianStr1d3r

KadathianStr1d3r

Shattered Mannequin
Nov 21, 2018
278
Ah I don't have a bite so it's a bit of a problem. I can't physically bite myself properly because of fucked teeth. Also, I really have an animosity towards mouth pain because of all the shit I've had done to it to make it look better.
Oh sorry to hear that. What about scratching? I did it when I was 13 and damn did that felt good, although it freaked everybody out to which surprise me cause I thought everybody hated me. I still rember clawing away my own flesh just to see a new layer and getting a pretty good long lasting sense kf relief from the shit going on around that time.
 
RodgerThat

RodgerThat

It's over and out.
Apr 23, 2019
84
Oh sorry to hear that. What about scratching? I did it when I was 13 and damn did that felt good, although it freaked everybody out to which surprise me cause I thought everybody hated me. I still rember clawing away my own flesh just to see a new layer and getting a pretty good long lasting sense kf relief from the shit going on around that time.
I prefer the blunt force honestly.
 
A

Alan James

Arcanist
Apr 11, 2019
408
I can't look at my whole body. It is not only terribly ugly - it continuously hurts the whole thing. I dream to throw gasoline over it and burn it to hell, but I don't have balls to do this, I am a coward and a loser. I especially hate my head - I would like to blow it up with a shotgun, but unfortunately I don't have a chance to buy a weapon, every time when I see my reflection it seems to me that I will fall unconscious and vomit, I just can't be in that body anymore.
 
tomz323

tomz323

Walking to the bus stop
Mar 29, 2019
367
That's the thing I hate about myself the most . I cant stand looking at myself. I feel like I've been cursed
I know what you mean. I almost want to light myself on fire because of how much I hate my body, I do feel like I've been cursed.
 
  • Like
Reactions: Alan James
PsychoPyro

PsychoPyro

Chronic Pain
Jun 7, 2018
102
LSD completely cured my self-image problems, even almost a year later. I still accept I am very ugly and won't get into a romantic relationship, but I don't even want to anymore.

I have accepted who I am and it doesn't bother me that I'm shit ugly. I can say this all I want and think about it all I want, but I really don't obsess over it at all.

I used to have the worst self-esteem and self-image problems I've ever known, and that's probably why LSD was so effective for me at curing them.
 
  • Like
Reactions: No_more and Roberto
R

Roberto

Wizard
Jan 19, 2019
684
That's the thing I hate about myself the most . I cant stand looking at myself. I feel like I've been cursed
Please, try a psychologist if you don't already go. I also hate myself and sometimes I cut all my hair just to damage my image. Don't even have showers for days and wear the same clothes. Sometimes I'm just angry. Even there is anyone who I can blame. Thats why I focus in me.
 
Lara Francis

Lara Francis

Enlightened
Jun 30, 2018
1,627
That's the thing I hate about myself the most . I cant stand looking at myself. I feel like I've been cursed
Please dont cut your face.
I completely understand cutting as a self harmer myself.
You will open the door to everyone asking what happened and drawing unwanted attention to yourself which would be frustrating if you just wanted to keep yourself to yourself whilst out.
You have not been cursed and i am sorry u feel this way.I believe with help ,you could learn to see yourself differently and in the same light as others see you which i am sure is far more positive than u think.
X
 
  • Like
Reactions: No_more
JadedGray

JadedGray

Life Eternal
Jul 24, 2018
991
I'm ugly enough without having to leave scars on my face. I already have one from when I was 2 years old and jumped face first into a sliding glass door, even though I got stitches the scar is still there. I've always been self destructive, even before I had any self awareness.
 
  • Like
Reactions: ShadowOfTheDay
J

John lee

Member
Aug 30, 2018
7
I know what you mean. I almost want to light myself on fire because of how much I hate my body, I do feel like I've been cursed.
I would love to burn to death.
I can't look at my whole body. It is not only terribly ugly - it continuously hurts the whole thing. I dream to throw gasoline over it and burn it to hell, but I don't have balls to do this, I am a coward and a loser. I especially hate my head - I would like to blow it up with a shotgun, but unfortunately I don't have a chance to buy a weapon, every time when I see my reflection it seems to me that I will fall unconscious and vomit, I just can't be in that body anymore.
would u really want to burn to death? I would
 
Last edited:
  • Like
Reactions: tomz323 and ShadowOfTheDay
tomz323

tomz323

Walking to the bus stop
Mar 29, 2019
367
I would love to burn to death.

would u really want to burn to death? I would
I almost fantasize about it, lighting myself on fire and jumping off a cliff like the human torch! Even though I would probably regret it instantly after lighting myself...
 
J

John lee

Member
Aug 30, 2018
7
I have few ideal how we could burning! do u want to chat
 

Similar threads

P
Venting Started cutting
Replies
6
Views
137
Suicide Discussion
pulleditnearlyoff
P
C
Replies
8
Views
345
Suicide Discussion
Eumetazoa
E
sapphoslastpoem
Replies
2
Views
105
Suicide Discussion
Sutter
Sutter
supremelimbo
Replies
1
Views
102
Suicide Discussion
Redacted24
R
whoineverwas225
Replies
0
Views
51
Suicide Discussion
whoineverwas225
whoineverwas225