disabledlife

disabledlife

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Jun 5, 2020
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I want CTB, because I can't live anymore, bear life, I've told, a little everywhere, on this forum, my life, what I've emptied, why my life hangs by a thread, etc.

I had a main Facebook account (which manages groups, I don't know how long it will remain active), and two secondary accounts. I had these secondary accounts to manage my groups in case the main account had bugs, was restricted, etc.

I am a fairly isolated person, who doesn't comment as much on Facebook anymore, I moderate my groups from time to time, and I use Facebook only to communicate with my few friends or to inform myself.

My secondary accounts, which serve as redundancies (I set myself the principle of having at least one backup account, if possible, whether it be on Google, X, etc, in case there are problems with the first one).

Only Facebook (and maybe Instagram, which I rarely use, because I know how evil Facebook is, having become Meta, to escape its reputation), has suspended my two accounts and is asking me for identification documents. I don't know what to do anymore, I'm shaking with fear, cold, etc., at the idea of losing my backup accounts, a bit like losing my generator in the event of a power outage or my food reserves in the event of a disaster!

A secondary account that is not recognizable by the people who blocked me, harassed me, destroyed me, etc., was used to observe, from afar, without interacting, to see if people were dirtying me behind me for example. A precaution to protect myself from possible attacks on my dignity, I told my story of lynching that I suffered with an association.

I could CTB at any time, I'm trying to resist it. I would have liked to have a little time before CTB, because, given my health, I plan to do it, or benefit from assisted suicide or euthanasia, the time to tidy up my house, so that the few people, would not be bothered when I left, having to take care of my mess, my belongings. I wanted to have a dignified end to my life, so that I could leave properly, with dignity. But now, so anxious, on the verge of fainting, I want to CTB at any time, and leave everything as is, even if my loved ones will have to endure the mess of my belongings!

Luckily I prepared my death in advance, and paid for life insurance, my loved ones will not have this worry to have.

Facebook, Meta, Zuck killed me!
 
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Marine

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I'm not sure I'm following... If you know FB is evil and likely to take down accounts, why do you let them have power over you at all ? Couldn't you make a Telegram account or on any other freer platform with the same mechanics (I lost count of how many there are, I remember at least Getter and Solidarita but they're far from being the only ones).

Is there any reason why giving them your ID would be bad for you in the first place ?

Couldn't you make another FB account and contact your friends from the new one, giving them a backup on different platform for instance ?

And why is this linked to your CTBing at all ? I haven't seen your other posts so sorry if you already talked about it. It's very late here and I'm not doing so well myself so my focus isn't the best, your post just made me wonder what was going on.

You mention having loved ones yet being isolated so it's very confusing I must say.
 
disabledlife

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The problem is that everyone is on Facebook, Instagram... in short, everything that belongs to Meta, Zuck, and it is practically impossible to communicate with others, study, work, play contests only available on Facebook or Instagram, etc. Even WhatsApp, belonging to Meta.

Alternatives like telegram (I have an account), are only possible if they are viable, that everyone is there. Meta, like Google (all the videos are almost only on YouTube for example), or Microsoft, Amazon, abuse their dominant position.

It's the same, despite the fact that Fiefox exists, is independent, non-profit, everyone prefers to go to Chrome, all websites, extensions, etc., are only compatible with Chrome. Firefox has very few extensions, a much smaller community. It's the same, Linux exists, but everyone is on Windows (or Apple, for the richest), because all the programs are only compatible with Windows, at the request of Microsoft, who did everything so that schoolchildren learn computers on Windows! It's the same with smartphones, everyone is on Android (Google), or Apple. No alternative operating systems, Firefox OS has not penetrated the market, no one is interested in it.

We talk about democracy, but, in reality, it's false, everything is managed by multinationals, a large multinational by market share (arms, Big Pharma, GAFAM, tech, Keolis, Suez, Veolia, Carrefour, Wall Mart, etc.). The media and television too, although more and more people follow alternative media, including on Telegram.

In the past, Athenian democracy had invented the principle of ostracism, to prevent any person, company, too influential, from dominating democracy, by excluding it from society.

I am really surprised that no one tries to pursue multinationals to dismantle them. While the problem is clearly visible. We are heading towards a world like Orwell's 1984, associated with idiocracy. Black Mirror also becomes reality. All these fears make me want to CTB, and never come back alive.

 
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Firefox may be small, but it's got good addon support. I can use virtually any addon in the Firefox fork I use on my android phone.

You might be surprised by how many applications Linux supports now. I've never found one lacking for my use case, including gaming. I guess an exception might be if you need to use some Adobe software.

You might be interested in the fediverse (lemmy, Mastodon, etc.) Obviously it doesn't have near the reach of Meta, but I feel like the communities are far more pleasant, if you're on an instance that's a good fit for you, and they've been a lot more active since the reddit migration of June 2023.

I feel disgusted by the monopolization of the internet as well, which makes me want to take part in these alternatives all that much more.
 
Marine

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The problem is that everyone is on Facebook, Instagram... in short, everything that belongs to Meta, Zuck, and it is practically impossible to communicate with others, study, work, play contests only available on Facebook or Instagram, etc. Even WhatsApp, belonging to Meta.

Alternatives like telegram (I have an account), are only possible if they are viable, that everyone is there. Meta, like Google (all the videos are almost only on YouTube for example), or Microsoft, Amazon, abuse their dominant position.

It's the same, despite the fact that Fiefox exists, is independent, non-profit, everyone prefers to go to Chrome, all websites, extensions, etc., are only compatible with Chrome. Firefox has very few extensions, a much smaller community. It's the same, Linux exists, but everyone is on Windows (or Apple, for the richest), because all the programs are only compatible with Windows, at the request of Microsoft, who did everything so that schoolchildren learn computers on Windows! It's the same with smartphones, everyone is on Android (Google), or Apple. No alternative operating systems, Firefox OS has not penetrated the market, no one is interested in it.

We talk about democracy, but, in reality, it's false, everything is managed by multinationals, a large multinational by market share (arms, Big Pharma, GAFAM, tech, Keolis, Suez, Veolia, Carrefour, Wall Mart, etc.). The media and television too, although more and more people follow alternative media, including on Telegram.

In the past, Athenian democracy had invented the principle of ostracism, to prevent any person, company, too influential, from dominating democracy, by excluding it from society.

I am really surprised that no one tries to pursue multinationals to dismantle them. While the problem is clearly visible. We are heading towards a world like Orwell's 1984, associated with idiocracy. Black Mirror also becomes reality. All these fears make me want to CTB, and never come back alive.

More and more alternatives are developing and many people have favored places like Telegram. It's a number effort. Plus it's still possible to post only links in your FB account and redirect somewhere safe.

I think at this point only morons not worth your time use Chrome (which I never used and can't understand why anybody would honestly, as far as I know Firefox has always better far better and now very good browsers like Brave exist too) and remain confined to Meta. While I still use some of their platforms for what it still does for me, I use alternative platforms for anything serious, such as Telegram, and post redirecting links on FB, which works fine, people find them and are open to using alternatives which are growing as a result. I wouldn't just assume that people would be unwilling to discover new ways in the old degrade and it doesn't have to be a radical cut either. If you want to stick to something mainstream knowing that it might be taken down so including backups maybe Discord is a better alternative to FB ?

The problem with a lot of open source software is that it's not good enough yet for most people to use them as their main choice. That isn't the case of alternative platforms like Telegram, Odyssee etc.

I know that democracy is a scam, just like the myth of authority and government to begin with.

No one can pursue them because they own close to everything, the only way to take them down is to stop feeding them and desist from their system.

That didn't answer any of my other questions though.
 

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