I want to be forgotten.

[borderline-feline]

I don't just want to die. I want every record of my existence to be destroyed. I should've been aborted, and I don't want anyone to remember me when I die. I want my corpse to be cremated, and then I want my ashes to be put in a landfill where I belong.

I'm at a point where I think I actually hate my late mother and am glad she's dead because of how wrong it was to create me. I wish that the damage I've caused people never happened. I wish that my mother had just gotten an abortion. She already had 5 kids, which is way too many for anyone. On top of that, she'd also already had an abortion, so what's one more?

When I eventually do catch the bus, I'm gonna quit my job and just leave home. At this point, I just want to go out into the cold with a gun, get as far away from any civilization as possible, and shoot myself.

I've adopted an anti-natalist perspective as well. I think that it's objectively immoral to procreate. I want the entire human race to be wiped out so that no one will ever be able to remember that I ever existed. There'll be no proof left that I ever existed, which is exactly what I want since I wish I never existed in the first place.

 

[FuneralCry]

I also would wish to be forgotten, it does sound so ideal to me and I would certainly want it to be like I never existed at all. If only the option was there to completely disappear, but anyway once we are gone we won't even have awareness of this awful world. But certainly nobody should ever procreate, it's such a disgusting and shameful thing to create unnecessary suffering, the solution to solve all human problems is to never bring life here at all.

 

[TransMagical]

I agree with that perspective entirely. But I also don't if that makes sense.
I want to be forgotten like you do, but im also scared to die alone, and be forgotten as well. Im happy that you have been able to decide that you want no memory's left of you, sadly I cant decide the same.

 

[SunnysSunset]

Me too. I don't care anymore. I want to be completely wiped from existence and for the world to reset itself.

 

[hellispink]

Everyone will be forgotten. It just takes a few decades. All your immediate family members and their future children must die before you totally forgotten. Cause they will show the future children pictures or memories of you and so on. So a like two generations need to pass and be wiped out. But with the time it will happen.

 

[borderline-feline]

Everyone will be forgotten. It just takes a few decades. All your immediate family members and their future children must die before you totally forgotten. Cause they will show the future children pictures or memories of you and so on. So a like two generations need to pass and be wiped out. But with the time it will happen.

That's true. I just want it to be more immediate.

 

[littlelady774]

 

[theboy]

me 2

 

[valkyrie]

I'm different I guess. I want to be remembered. I find myself wanting to cause havoc to peoples lives and cause anguish, so they will remember me even if negatively

 

[ephemerality]

if i could push a button that would make me have never existed, i wouldn't hesitate.