I want this anxiety to stop, no matter how.

[Alek1=]

Have you felt anxious every day in your life? Can't respond to friends and family so you don't ever reply? Can't go shopping because you're scared of something that doesn't exist? Did you find a way to not feel it? Please share your experience with me. I've been on meds for too long. I took every single one that's available for me. I've been on therapies and in psychiatric hospital (they said I could be on a spectrum but I never gotten into it because I already have too much excuses for my bad life (and I'm getting easily overwhelmed)). Nothing ever helped. Im repeating first year in my uni because I fucked up the first time and I already fucked up a second time. I WASTED TWO YEARS AND IM WASTING ANOTHER ONE. I'm not built to live, I just can't, at least in this state. You guys are my last resort before I try to ctb.

 

[FuneralCry]

It sounds like you've suffered a lot, I hope that you find the relief you search for.

 

[ninonino1]

Being on meds can cause this and time should cure it

 

[Alek1=]

Being on meds can cause this and time should cure it

I'd really like to agree but I remember that even before meds I used to scratch myself until I bled. It was always with me even if I try to gaslight myself that It wasnt

 

[divinemistress87]

Yes! Everyday I just hide away in the basement cause anxiety is so bad. I will take the depression over anxiety anyday