I want people to know I've killed myself

[GXMU]

I'm going to kill myself over someone, I want her to know it's her fault. I hate my life so much and feel like everyone hates me anyway. She's blocked me everywhere, I don't know how to send the message to her. I know I shouldn't, but I don't know if I care. I want her to know she ruined my life.

 

[FuneralCry]

It's awful how humans create so much suffering in this world, but anyway I wish you the best, I get that it's horrible feeling trapped in a situation that you hate.

 

[oh_no191]

Can you leave a note for someone to give it to her? Or to blame her so they can confront her? You don't deserve this at all. I hope she sees the consequences of her actions.

 

[OceanBlue]

Come January, we aren't friends, but I wanted her back so badly. Come February, I convince her to come back, but she's still distant, and says outright that she doesn't want to be friends in any traditional sense of the word. Eventually she ghosts me, I try to force a confrontation with her about it, but it only made it worse. She blocked me and convinced some of my friends to block me.

This person? You were so toxic you already got blocked, don't also accuse her of ruining your life. You can't force people into a friendship and it's cruel to ctb blaming them after they refuse.

 

[GXMU]

This person? You were so toxic you already got blocked, don't also accuse her of ruining your life. You can't force people into a friendship and it's cruel to ctb blaming them after they refuse.

I agree with you

I made this thread at a moment of severe emotional pain

I did something awful

I will not do it again

The person in question is a good person

I thought they ruined my life

They didn't

I used to not care if I was cruel

I do now

I appreciate you keeping me in check

And I'm sorry

 

[anklebiter]

I agree with you

I made this thread at a moment of severe emotional pain

I did something awful

I will not do it again

The person in question is a good person

I thought they ruined my life

They didn't

I used to not care if I was cruel

I do now

I appreciate you keeping me in check

And I'm sorry

You were overwhelmed and werent thinking ,it happens but that is a serious thing to put onto someone, but I do understand impulse and intense emotions it can be really hard to control.

Idk if this will help for you but what I usually do when I get intense thoughts/feelings like that is think over it for a couple days and try to put myself in the other person's perspective it usually helps me calm down and understand how and why their feeling the way they are

I hope your feeling a bit better tho and that everything between you and your friend works out

 

[GXMU]

I hope your feeling a bit better tho and that everything between you and your friend works out

I am feeling better

We did work it out

We are not friends anymore

But we have had proper closure