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deletedaccount30982

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Mar 10, 2020
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Tonight I can feel the mental anguish physically. It's like there is a lead weight of despair and hopelessness in my chest. I'm tired of this life. I would just like to give up. I have the rope, there isn't anything stopping me from going and finding a tree come morning. But I am terrified of failure to the point that I can't seem to bring myself to do it. I just want to die. Why does it have to be so god damn hard to die?
 
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saddestbunny

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Feb 16, 2023
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its frustrating that our bodies and minds have such a disconnect, i feel for u. hugs
 
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FuneralCry

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I certainly hate how it's this difficult to finally be free from existence, it really should be easier to finally escape from all the suffering, I understand feeling so tired of everything.
 
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I understand what you mean, I want out too..... Fuckk this place, I'm sick and tired with about Everything.

Thoughts and prayers to you in whatever may happen, Godspeed.
 
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