Venting I want out

[willitpass]

Tonight I can feel the mental anguish physically. It's like there is a lead weight of despair and hopelessness in my chest. I'm tired of this life. I would just like to give up. I have the rope, there isn't anything stopping me from going and finding a tree come morning. But I am terrified of failure to the point that I can't seem to bring myself to do it. I just want to die. Why does it have to be so god damn hard to die?

 

[saddestbunny]

its frustrating that our bodies and minds have such a disconnect, i feel for u. hugs

 

[FuneralCry]

I certainly hate how it's this difficult to finally be free from existence, it really should be easier to finally escape from all the suffering, I understand feeling so tired of everything.

 

[Huntfish34]

I understand what you mean, I want out too..... Fuckk this place, I'm sick and tired with about Everything.

Thoughts and prayers to you in whatever may happen, Godspeed.