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czx85

czx85

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Jun 8, 2019
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I wanna kill myself. I hate myself and hate my life. I hate the fact that I'm alive.
 
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I wanna kill myself. I hate myself and hate my life. I hate the fact that I'm alive.
Welcome to the club, the SI will make it hard for you unfortunately!
 
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czx85

czx85

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Jun 8, 2019
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Every single night I wake up multiple times until I can't fall back to sleep anymore. My headache and depression make it worse
Welcome to the club, the SI will make it hard for you unfortunately!
What is SI?
 
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Every single night I wake up multiple times until I can't fall back to sleep anymore. My headache and depression make it worse

What is SI?
The survival instinct
 
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czx85

czx85

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Jun 8, 2019
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The survival instinct
Yea I totally understand that tho... been trying to suicide since I was 7 years old... Attempt to leaping multiple times but not able to jump off.
I need to method which could instant kill myself so my brain would have no time to regret
 
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Yea I totally understand that tho... been trying to suicide since I was 7 years old... Attempt to leaping multiple times but not able to jump off.
I need to method which could instant kill myself so my brain would have no time to regret
Please share the method sir once u find it.
 
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czx85

czx85

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Jun 8, 2019
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Please share the method sir once u find it.
I'm considering going to Switzerland at dignity or lifecircle.
And use a handgun to shoot my head through mouth.

It would be extremely difficult to complete the final action. I personally think it would only be possible if I'm in one of my worst depression.
Once I feel extreme depressed, I really should kill myself before it gets better.
 
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I wanna kill myself. I hate myself and hate my life. I hate the fact that I'm alive.
me to I wanna kill myself. I hate myself and hate my life. I hate the fact that I'm alive.
 
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