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thedeaddragon25

Member
Feb 13, 2026
6
I want to be dead i wanna die i wanna die i want to cease experiencing everything anything forever i want to be dead i wanna die why is it so hard to acquire the means to
 
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doomedbynarrative

doomedbynarrative

Losing more of myself every day.
Jan 21, 2026
218
Because our society is pro-life and our human bodies have not evolved out of the basic animal instinct to survive at all costs.
 
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tonicer

tonicer

Student
Nov 13, 2025
102
Welcome to the club. I want to just disappear into nothingness. I don't want to harm myself because i hate pain but i want to not exist. I try so much to get my life in order. I studied even though it was extremely hard for me, i even got a nice degree but i have zero luck on the finding a job part. All my applications end in nothing even if i get invited to an interview or sometimes even two. This system sucks.
 
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daieattomyum

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Feb 18, 2026
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Because our society is pro-life and our human bodies have not evolved out of the basic animal instinct to survive at all costs.
Exactly and when you think about it it's crazy that we haven't evolved out of the same old basic animal instincts although i think in the very near future a possible drop in world population growth because of lack of reproduction would show signs that humans have finally started understanding and getting a better idea of what life is actually about
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,291
I really understand, all I want is to be permanently free from this torturous, cruel and dreadful existence, I wish I could just erase this existence, for me only non-existence could ever be positive and desirable, I just want this existence to be all gone and forgotten with no more suffering, I hope you find the freedom you search for. It certainly is such terrible extreme cruelty how painless guaranteed ways cease existing are made inaccessible, I always suffer so much from being trapped in this torturous, futile existence I just always saw as a mistake.
 
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