Help I wanna die..

[SpecialK]

I'm so fucking pissed and tired. I don't feel at my place no matter where i am.

I just wanna cry, scream my rage and pain. It hurt so bad in my chest and feel empty and cold at the same time.

I have on me, vyvanse, Zoloft, some Seroquel, a lot of benadryl, some spare cash (1K$+)

How can I fucking die?! Any help with what I have right now?

In the metro earlier I was imagining myself jumping in front. But that shit is too scary.

 

[JadedGray]

I'm so fucking pissed and tired. I don't feel at my place no matter where i am.

I just wanna cry, scream my rage and pain. It hurt so bad in my chest and feel empty and cold at the same time.

I have on me, vyvanse, Zoloft, some Seroquel, a lot of benadryl, some spare cash (1K$+)

How can I fucking die?! Any help with what I have right now?

In the metro earlier I was imagining myself jumping in front. But that shit is too scary.

SSRIs aren't likely to cause death. You'll just be in a lot of pain and have to rush yourself to the hospital. You could try buying SN or N, if you can wait. There's plenty of information in the PPeH: https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/the-peaceful-pill-ehandbook-march-24-2019-revision.14416/

 

[SpecialK]

Anything that is sold in store to easy ctb?

 

[Soul]

Anything that is sold in store to easy ctb?

I gather in some parts of the world it's easier than in others. The rest of us have to order various things and wait for delivery, or go with full-suspension or jumping from great height ... Or co. Maybe you can get a co generator quickly? You can read about them in the PPH that Jaded Grey gave you the link to.

 

[omoidarui]

i've heard of Benadryl overdose just causing bad trips so probably rule that out

 

[hamednova]

I'm so fucking pissed and tired. I don't feel at my place no matter where i am.

I just wanna cry, scream my rage and pain. It hurt so bad in my chest and feel empty and cold at the same time.

I have on me, vyvanse, Zoloft, some Seroquel, a lot of benadryl, some spare cash (1K$+)

How can I fucking die?! Any help with what I have right now?

In the metro earlier I was imagining myself jumping in front. But that shit is too scary.

1000$ united states dollars is a lot of money, you have plenty of options.
1: sodium nitrite 15g can be had for has little as 15usd. Cheap way to go
2: Shotgun 12ga depends on your state
3: Nembutal best way to go but costly and hard to obtain. 500-900 usd$

 

[Hermione]

I can't be much help figuring out how best you could ctb right now....but my heart goes out to you for the pain you must be in. At least you know you have kindered spirits here who understand. Keep writing x

 

[fisil]

Nembual just download ppeh abd read the megathread n from a with over 1000 you can order twice if you dont receive you package. Good luck

 

[SpecialK]

I gather in some parts of the world it's easier than in others. The rest of us have to order various things and wait for delivery, or go with full-suspension or jumping from great height ... Or co. Maybe you can get a co generator quickly? You can read about them in the PPH that Jaded Grey gave you the link to.

Can't download it for some reasons. Idk why. What's a co generator and how it's used in this situation? What's the price?

 

[Soul]

I'm sorry, I can't access the book on my phone. Let me try the search engine
...
@SpecialK, if you use this site's search gizmo to find the term generator, you'll see a bunch of threads about it, for example this one:

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/portable-gas-generator-co.8720/

Hope that helps