i wanna ctb but im afraid of how my siblings will take it

[bl33dingboy]

i cant stand being alive. my dad makes my life horrible and he always has. and i have everything i need to ctb but im afraid of what will happen to my siblings. i cant live another day with my father but when i see my siblings i feel horrible. i know how to fix their problems. what they need and want- my stepmom is out of the picture. i canr fcuking do this naymore

 

[Aknu132]

Can't you runaway with your siblings to a better place?

 

[caramelpudding]

Me too. I don't know how to make it easier for the one I love but I couldn't stand being in pain too