I wake up around Noon today with nothing to look forward to...just watch tv and check out the internet and bored out of mind as I'm unemployed in my mid-40s. Weekend is coming up with nothing to do and I think are even worse than weekdays. No Friends to hang out with. I'm a social pariah. Wake up depressed with no appetite and i have no idea what i should eat.I guess it should be real cheap like $1 ramen. No calls, texts, or emails from anyone that I care about in days... this will continue until the day or I die....if only there was a button i could push to end it all...
Fucking loving it
Specialist
- Sep 3, 2018
- 378
Yep, relate a lot.
Dead Meat
DOOMED
- Oct 10, 2018
- 18,395
I'm so pissed off that I'm still alive.
Ashpac
Lost and always will be.
- Jul 22, 2018
- 795
I feel this. The button we press to end it is the method we choose.
I feel similar. I wake up empty no purpose, nothing to look forward to. Although I do work I don't enjoy it and it's a routine. Come home, eat, sleep. Repeat. On my off day it's even worse.
dysfunctional
Arcanist
- Oct 26, 2018
- 459
I closely relate to this. I will go to bed tonight again way too early and hope that i wil not wake up. It never works though. The button wish is a big one for me too. Wish it was that easy. I think many of us do. But its not. Takes determination and brutality against ourselves to end it, which many of usndo not have.
