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Journeytoletgo
Broken and hated 7-14 years long overdue
- May 14, 2018
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I could have been CTB after high school. Useless years of suffering and emotional pain
But you did not know back then like how we all do not know what is gonns happen
If we do it will be easy to choose
We did not know what would happen back then to our life that is why we keep on livinglike how we all don't know what's going to happen if we do it? I can't really understand what you're stating here
We did not know what would happen back then to our life that is why we keep on living
I relate to you so much. The feeling of having wasted my youth is terribleI really wish I had done it in my early 20s when I first started thinking about it seriously. I'm almost 30 and my 20s have pretty much been a complete waste filled with misery and anxiety.
If you don't mind me asking, What's your daily routine and how do you feel everyday?I'm 40 and have multiple attempts since a teen, mostly through OD. I can't fail and won't fail next time.
I've been battling my own mind daily for literal decades. It's been enough, long, long ago. Most people couldn't probably fathom the severity it can reach. I must go soon.
I feel terrible daily and mostly stay in bed. I have no motivation or drive for anything at all. I just want to die, daily. It's very bad.If you don't mind me asking, What's your daily routine and how do you feel everyday?
For how long? I am so sorry life has led you in this direction and you been suffering for so many decades like this. That must be unbearable I cannot imagine making it that long, I'm sorry you suffer I truly am the emotional and mental pain is torment I can't live in this for another year. This has to be it for meI feel terrible daily and mostly stay in bed. I have no motivation or drive for anything at all. I just want to die, daily. It's very bad.
Aww, thanks. It's going to be over soon, for me. I hope you find peace, also.For how long? I am so sorry life has led you in this direction and you been suffering for so many decades like this. That must be unbearable I cannot imagine making it that long, I'm sorry you suffer I truly am the emotional and mental pain is torment I can't live in this for another year. This has to be it for me