Venting I tried

[sometimes.sometimes]

I said how I was going to leave a couple of days ago on here. Of course, I am still here. Whenever my thoughts of suicide get too extreme, there is a part of me that wants to get help. After I left, I did try to get help. I tried meditation, writing down positives about myself, getting stressful factors out of my life away, etc.

The only thing I accomplished was embarrassing myself and wasting three days.

 

[FuneralCry]

I just think that after all existence is so incredibly cruel and disappointing. But anyway I wish you the best, it must be tiring feeling trapped in that situation.

 

[MrDarkness]

There is no shame in trying, you did the best you could, clearly your still trying to decide to live or die. It's normal, just take some breaths and rethink, death is something you can't come back from. So choose wisely