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Discussion I tried but I can't do it....

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Return2themoonlight

Return2themoonlight

Sele'ne shall guide me to peace and tranquility
Dec 31, 2023
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Ive tried to push through and continue living to take care of my mom but I cant anymore. All of 2023 and 2024 I've been going through absolute hell and chaos. I no longer care what happens after Im gone or how it happens. My preferred method was to take a pill im deathly allergic to but I need something to combine with that like jumping from a tall height. In the end, my birthday is coming up next month and my plan is to not make it to that day. I cant deal with these traumatic moments and feelings. If anybody knows of a sure-fire way to CTB, please reply to this post or dm me.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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It really sounds like you've suffered so much, I hope that you eventually find freedom from this hellish existence.
 
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ijustwishtodie

ijustwishtodie

I have finally found my ultimate bliss
Oct 29, 2023
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I'm sorry for what you've been through. I hope that you find peace soon. Also, if you want information on CTB methods, there's a sticky megathread on the top of the "suicide discussion" forum (the one we're in right now) called "suicide resource compliation". In that megathread you'll find information on CTB methods
 
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Return2themoonlight

Sele'ne shall guide me to peace and tranquility
Dec 31, 2023
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FuneralCry said:
It really sounds like you've suffered so much, I hope that you eventually find freedom from this hellish existence.
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I truly have. More than the average person can handle and now everything about me feels broken. I wished things could've gotten better for me but as long as I've been alive, what I've been through, and what I now know, There will never be a time in my life where things will go good. Thank you for the hope as I truly do to, no matter the method as long as it gets the job done with low chance of revival.
ijustwishtodie said:
I'm sorry for what you've been through. I hope that you find peace soon. Also, if you want information on CTB methods, there's a sticky megathread on the top of the "suicide discussion" forum (the one we're in right now) called "suicide resource compliation". In that megathread you'll find information on CTB methods
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Thank you, I highly appreciate it. I will look at the other megathread now.
 
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