I told my mom that I cut my hands

[Kornous]

My mom (and dad) are normal people who have never subjected me to anything bad. And today I told my mom on the phone that I cut my hands. She was upset, and now I regret that I ever told her about it. What a pathetic thing it is - the desire to be noticed. You are like a social addict - dependent and pathetic, attracting attention to yourself. She is upset, sad, and I blame myself for telling her this. What should I do? Call and say it was a joke?
Aaaaah, and no one forced my tongue. I just upset the person. Why, oh why did I do that