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jimmy7754

jimmy7754

I just want to be myself again
Dec 15, 2021
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I threw away success
I threw away success

She picked me up and put me down

I threw away success
I threw away success

She picked me up and put me down
You gave me a key and showed me your insecurities
You showed me how to be more alive
But you put me down, put me down

I threw away success
I threw away success

I lost everything because I'm gullible
I lost everything because I didn't pay attention

Don't fuck up
I fucked up
I fucked up
Love is attention
Have to focus your attention

Pieces of me all over the floor now
Why build myself up again because I've done it before.. over and over

Sick and tired of me now.. it's getting old
I want to free solo a mountain and fall off
I want to experience an avalanche in Alaska

I want to experience my bitter end
 
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