Busticket
Student
- May 18, 2021
- 185
I decided once and for all that I am not going to ctb and I threw away my ctb equipment that I purchased a few months ago.
I am 29 now and I think I will still probably ctb in 40 years, in 2062, when I am 70 and my health and cognition will start detiriorating due to old age.
It's going to be an incredibly lonely, painful and ultimately pointless ride but it is what it is.
I know I will never have a gf and my life will be very lonely and hard, but I have accepted it.
In the back of my mind I will remember the fact that this ride will not last forever
Ctb or natural death, one day I will be liberated from this lonely, unpleasant pointless suffering that my life has become.
Also, no matter how bad my life is or will be, I would never want to be somebody else no matter how good and better than mine their life is.
I was born me and I will be me until the day I die.
I have also decided to never comeback to this website again.
It doesn't make me feel good mentally to be here.
So anyways, I would like to thank all of the good people in here who helped me and replied positively to my threads.
I wish you all the best.
I am going to disable my account in a few hours.
Goodbye forever,
Busticket.
I am 29 now and I think I will still probably ctb in 40 years, in 2062, when I am 70 and my health and cognition will start detiriorating due to old age.
It's going to be an incredibly lonely, painful and ultimately pointless ride but it is what it is.
I know I will never have a gf and my life will be very lonely and hard, but I have accepted it.
In the back of my mind I will remember the fact that this ride will not last forever
Ctb or natural death, one day I will be liberated from this lonely, unpleasant pointless suffering that my life has become.
Also, no matter how bad my life is or will be, I would never want to be somebody else no matter how good and better than mine their life is.
I was born me and I will be me until the day I die.
I have also decided to never comeback to this website again.
It doesn't make me feel good mentally to be here.
So anyways, I would like to thank all of the good people in here who helped me and replied positively to my threads.
I wish you all the best.
I am going to disable my account in a few hours.
Goodbye forever,
Busticket.