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Knbmt

Knbmt

Animallover
Jun 10, 2023
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even i didn't understand ctb . but now i know that miss the timing, it's an extension of life like hell for months and years. ;-;
 
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progeria

progeria

Member
Jul 18, 2021
44
I understand you, sometimes you plan suicide and don't plan anything else and then when you can't do it all things pile up
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,009
The reality is that suicide really is so unnecessarily difficult in this world, and of course I get that it's so awful feeling trapped here, existence undeniably is so hellish.
 
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Busridin'26

Busridin'26

Hating every minute of being alive.
Dec 8, 2019
1,933
Fr fr this was a very heartbreaking realization for me in the times I was struggling the most. Back in 2019 my family hated me & my existence but I was stuck with my mom who told me everyday how much she hated me living there/being there. I knew though if I tried and failed they'd use it as reason to lock me up in a psychiatrist ward or make me homeless so... had to wait till I lived alone.

Timing really is everything and its unfortunate that when things are the worst one has to continue.
 
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