I think tonight's the night

[Venture98]

I've been fasting since yesterday. I just took my antacids and ibuprofen. In about 30 minutes I plan to take my sn. I'm nervous but also feeling read to ctb tonight. I welcome anyone to offer their support and I'll do my best to update.

 

[xo777]

I don't have any advice to offer but I wish you nothing but peace in whatever choice you decide to make.

 

[Zegers]

Good luck and remember after this will come the peace.

 

[locked*n*loaded]

You're not taking an anti-emetic? Remember, if the feeling strikes you and you have doubts, you can always back out. There is NO shame in that. Always best to go with your feelings. I hope everything goes as planned and you find your peace.

 

[Venture98]

No antemetic. I'm a bit nervous. I haven't mixed it yet.

 

[Huntfish34]

Sorry it has come to this for you,. I wish you the best in whatever may happen. Godspeed -.

 

[Judy Garland]

I'm sorry life has brought you to this point. I hope you're feeling ok. Are you nervous? I will be. EDIT- I just read that you are nervous. I know I'll be nervous too.

 

[Venture98]

Mixing it now
I measured 50 mL of water and a little over a tablespoon of sn
It disolved very quickly after just a little bit of stirring
It disolved very quickly after just a little bit of stirring

 

[Shu]

Mixing it now
I measured 50 mL of water and a little over a tablespoon of sn
It disolved very quickly after just a little bit of stirring
It disolved very quickly after just a little bit of stirring

We're all here for you.. remember it's okay to postpone.. wishing you the best <3

 

[Venture98]

Should I do it in one big shot or just normal drinks or sips?
I'm going to chew a piece of gum before and after for the taste
Just drank it
Just drank a
Just drank a
Just drank a
Feeling dizzy laying down
Just vomited. Breathing fast

 

[NeverEndingPain]

Should I do it in one big shot or just normal drinks or sips?
I'm going to chew a piece of gum before and after for the taste
Just drank it
Just drank a
Just drank a
Just drank a
Feeling dizzy laying down
Just vomited. Breathing fast

Are you still with us ?

 

[Darkover]

Should I do it in one big shot or just normal drinks or sips?
I'm going to chew a piece of gum before and after for the taste
Just drank it
Just drank a
Just drank a
Just drank a
Feeling dizzy laying down
Just vomited. Breathing fast

best of lucky you still with us

 

[AliceTheGoon]

What's it like on the other side??

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope that you found freedom from your suffering. Best wishes.

 

[Shivali]

 

[NeverEndingPain]

Are you still around?

 

[jcksonb22]

Are you still around?

op hasn't been online since. it's highly unlikely rip

 

[LunaNyx_]

op hasn't been online since. it's highly unlikely rip

You know, it's terribly depressing that society is so trash that this is the only option for many of us.

If there was genuine kindness and cruelty wasn't the point of human society, op wouldn't have had to do this...


If they're genuinely gone. I wish them nothing but peace.

 

[jcksonb22]

You know, it's terribly depressing that society is so trash that this is the only option for many of us.

If there was genuine kindness and cruelty wasn't the point of human society, op wouldn't have had to do this...


If they're genuinely gone. I wish them nothing but peace.

yes i agree. but we don't necessarily know the reason why op chose to go. we each have our own issues/struggles/trauma that led us to this site.

 

[LunaNyx_]

yes i agree. but we don't necessarily know the reason why op chose to go. we each have our own issues/struggles/trauma that led us to this site.

True. I shouldn't assume.

Nevertheless. May they rest in peace.

 

[OuijaBored]

I've been fasting since yesterday. I just took my antacids and ibuprofen. In about 30 minutes I plan to take my sn. I'm nervous but also feeling read to ctb tonight. I welcome anyone to offer their support and I'll do my best to update.

Godspeed.

 

[outrider567]

R.I.P.

 

[NeverEndingPain]

op hasn't been online since. it's highly unlikely rip

I know :( It just was my first time replying to someone who was in the process and it hit different.

 

[CassieHoward]

i hope that you've found the peace you deserve!

 

[rainwillneverstop]

sleep well

 

[jcksonb22]

op was active today