I think today is the day

[bees.]

I am left with 2 hours to successfully complete suicide. I have been writing notes for the past hour. Today is the day.
I am in hospital, and have been for weeks. They treat me like a child, like im useless.
I have rope and socks. I am going to attempt the night night method. If it doesn't work? Well I'll try different ways again and again until it finally sticks.
In two hours my father comes to visit. I hope to be gone before. I don't want to traumatize my family more than I have already.
Thank you SaSu for the community you've given me, even as a lurker.

I hope to see you all in the next life. Stay amazing, you all.

 

[death over slavery]

I hope you find your peace

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope you find the freedom you search for.

 

[Unlucky777]

Peace be with you and I hope to see you wherever this garbage existence leads to next

 

[Dinozauria]

Good luck, I hope it all goes well. I don't know if you believe in an afterlife or if you think it's just nothingness, but if you do believe in an afterlife, I hope you find it's everything, and more, then you expected

 

[bees.]

Night night method and strangulation unsuccessful. Am postponing until after he leaves in hopes of finding a sharp. (As long as they don't notice the rope burns on my neck lmao)