I think that none of us wants to die. we just don't want to keep living this shitty life.

[Daystavro]

We hate our lives and don't want to continue living them.

 

[hunter_lewis]

No one wants to die. But they do want the pain to stop.

 

[your pathologist]

I don't wanna die, I just don't want to live this life. I wish I could go back in time.

 

[okyeah]

I've reached the point where I do want to die lol. I look forward to it.

 

[LivDeans]

thats how I feel but I think its time I got to the point I wanted too because I just don't wanna deal with the pain anymore

 

[Daystavro]

I don't wanna die, I just don't want to live this life. I wish I could go back in time.

I wish that too.
I would fix the mistakes that ruined my life and made me want to ctb.

 

[Thoughtforms]

I can't change how flawed I am so even if my life did change I'll still be the awful person who makes everyone and everything awkward or hate me

 

[TiredHorse]

"I don't wanna die, I just don't want to live this life. I wish I could go back in time."

Amen.

Of course I'd probably fuck up that re-life, too, soo...

Best ctb now.

 

[Circles]

Life was forced upon me, so why shouldn't I want to die? Even with a good life suffering would persists, still deal with bodily functions, still have to interact with a society, etc. Living is just an interruption.

 

[cappuccinogirl]

Life was forced upon me, so why shouldn't I want to die? Even with a good life suffering would persists, still deal with bodily functions, still have to interact with a society, etc. Living is just an interruption.

U need your health to want to live. I agree totally

 

[Mara]

Truth.

 

[Fucking loving it]

I'm alive for my son. That's my life. He's my life. That's my struggle.

 

[Dog Food]

I can't escape myself, no matter if I had every advantage in life I would still be unhappy. So yes, I do want to die.

 

[Schopenhauer]

I never wanted to be born, either. I just want to go back to the status quo ante.

 

[sadak_the_wanderer]

I think your statement may be true in a way that is completely unhelpful to the problem it recognizes.

 

[wintergirl]

Actually I want to die.
There is nothing is this world what would worthy.
Really, nothing.
I want to just go.
I will do it with pills. Just fall a sleep...

 

[Throwaway563078]

Life was forced upon me, so why shouldn't I want to die? Even with a good life suffering would persists, still deal with bodily functions, still have to interact with a society, etc. Living is just an interruption.

I agree. "living is just an interruption". Love this. Death is like going home

 

[pleasethistime]

i want to die but i dont want to and cant kill myself. i just wanna die easily in my sleep for instance. every morning i feel i wake up to a hell.

 

[TiredHorse]

Every morning I wake up from nightmares, wretched that I've woken up at all. A half dozen times a day I am reduced to a sobbing heap, begging aloud, "please, please, just let me end!" Incapacitated by misery, my day passes at a snail's pace, pointlessly, made endurable only with the intellectual opiate of the internet.

Do I want to die? No. I just want to not exist. I want to not face a pointless future of misery and loneliness and shame and regret and the inescapeable torture of knowing I completely destroyed a joyful life that there is not the slightest chance of recreating.

But death is pretty much the only option that does what I need.