Vunro

Vunro

A deranged and depressed psychopath
Oct 4, 2019
10
I went to a party tonight as i do every weekend and i ended up getting at least 4 times more drank than i normally get. I was blackout drunk moments ago and just recently felt myself slip back into the realm of consciousness and i had an epiphany. That epiphany is this. Life is pain. Fuck it. Im gonna go with it. Almost everyone else does why the hell am i so special that i get to check out when i feel like it
I am eternal as we all are for we are one.
 
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RedAlert

RedAlert

Experienced
Sep 14, 2019
226
Fantastic mate, take it on the chin. Cheers to that!
 
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Lethe

Lethe

Fey
Sep 19, 2019
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I don't agree with your thought processes, and certainly not your lifestyle choices, but at the very least I'm glad you're ready to get back on the horse.
 
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stellabelle

stellabelle

ethereal
Dec 14, 2018
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I get too stoned and get all weird/paranoid about death and then feel guilty for previous attempts. Something about being intoxicated can really cause one to redirect their thinking.
 
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Rachel74

Rachel74

Enlightened
Sep 7, 2019
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I get like that too, good luck my friend x
 
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Sweet emotion

Sweet emotion

Enlightened
Sep 14, 2019
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I'm really glad that you have made a decision to live. It's nice to see someone who still has hope. But I wouldn't drink anymore until you're black out drunk. That could cause depression in itself. Plus you'll be needing a new liver by the time you're 55.
 
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Final Escape

I’ve been here too long
Jul 8, 2018
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Yay :smiling:
 
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TAW122

TAW122

Emissary of the right to die.
Aug 30, 2018
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I'm happy to hear about your recovery and I wish you the best in your newfound motivation for life.
 
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