Venting I think its time soon

[Shushua]

I've written my notes to give to my family and friends, and I think I found a place kind of secluded but not too far so my body can at some point be found. I'm just nervous about it all still, what if I try and it doesn't work? I also feel bad for leaving people behind, but I'm just so tired. I have a girlfriend, should I break up with her before I die? Would she even understand? I don't know, and I just feel so overwhelmed by life. I'm ready for it all to be over.

 

[DivineSpark]

Whats driving you to do it? Maybe you should open up to someone about it. Give life another chance...but if thats what you want I guess, then...

 

[Shushua]

I have a lot of pressure on me due to uni, I struggle with an ed, I have major depression which I'm being treated for but I haven't really improved, I'm blamed for my friends suicide, and I can't find joy in life anymore. I've tried to be open with people, but thier attempts to comfort me do little to nothing to help. I've tried to give life a chance, but I dont think it suits me.

 

[DivineSpark]

I have a lot of pressure on me due to uni, I struggle with an ed, I have major depression which I'm being treated for but I haven't really improved, I'm blamed for my friends suicide, and I can't find joy in life anymore. I've tried to be open with people, but thier attempts to comfort me do little to nothing to help. I've tried to give life a chance, but I dont think it suits me.

I can understand, I dont think anyone can truly help me.

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand feeling so tired of suffering, I just wish to be free from it all as well, but anyway I wish you the best, I hope you find the relief you search for.