I think it's over

[Hahem]

I think my life is over at this point.
No point in even trying.
No point in even trying.
I am profoundly sick. I am not normal, who am I fooling here? I was never normal. Life was over for me the day I was born. It never even started. It's over. I look at my SN bottle, I smell it, feel it, that's my future. God why couldn't I be normal. But I never will be. I never will be. There's no solution. No escape in sight. No way out.
I will never have those experiences. I will never have them. That hurts so much. It makes me sad and angry. But who can I blame? Only myself, maybe not even myself. Only god knows...

 

[sariff]

some doomed from the start while others ride in their Merc SUV and have it all, this world is a free for all deathmatch with no quality control

 

[FuneralCry]

It sounds like you've suffered a lot, it's so cruel to me how there's all this suffering in existing. But anyway I wish you the best.

 

[NegevChina]

Sorry life brought you to this point. Please don't blame your self. You couldn't control to many factors. In many ways I'm like you.

 

[lilah]

I will never have those experiences

i'm curious what experiences?

 

[cali22♡]

I feel for you.

It seems to me that you have suffered a lot in your life, it doesn't matter what other people think of you, you just have to believe in yourself, that's the only way to help yourself...
For some people you are not normal and for some people you just are (for me you make a VERY NORMAL IMPRESSION) People always want to be better, they try to break you in the deepest way and dance on your nose
It can be so bad for that person

Take care of yourself

<3

 

[OptingOutSmiling]

I'm sorry you feel this way. The world is not normal in so many ways, so many things are wrong, and they just keep on happening. All the best to you

 

[L'absent]

There are many things that happen to us. We are never responsible for what falls on us. In reality you are a victim and don't listen to those who would make you feel guilty. The world is full of monsters and some enjoy your pain and bad luck. This is a horrible place, and I can't wait to leave.

 

[opheliaoveragain]

It's not your fault. Life is fucked game.

I hope you can find peace either way…

Here if you'd like to talk.

 

[MatrixPrisoner]

It's over for the 95% of us in this world that have to slave through life to make the lives of the other criminal 5% comfortable. Mindboggling that so many people wish to stay alive to serve them.